

Dating is an attempt to find your best friend who you just so happen to be sexually attracted to. The important part is friendship. Adjacent to this is the fact that you have to be friends with yourself too. You stand literally zero chance at this if you are self-loathing, lack self-esteem, hold hate in your heart for yourself/others.
If you aren’t genuinely looking for your best friend when attempting to date then you will always be miserable. Don’t even think about sex, let that come later huehue.
I’m not going to bother looking through your post history or anything, but yeah based on what you’ve said here you have a lot of work to do on yourself. My advice is to try and make the right decisions EVERY DAY. Be the best form of yourself, the most likeable version, even if you don’t feel like doing that. You will eventually become that.















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