

Still unemployed, still suffering from EDS
Had a really bad episode today at a convenience store where the cashier overcharged me for a 12 pack of hard seltzer, and pretended not to speak english, I wanted to slam his head into the counter again and again and again. It was so fucking obvious, 12 packs are 20 cases are 40, I DID NOT HAVE A FUCKING CASE
So I left the 12 pack on the counter and walked out and now I’m sober and even agrier.
WHY the FUCK do people constantly seek to take advantage of everyone?! Why DO I FUCKING HAVE TO BE ON MY GUARD EVERY GODDAMN SECOND I AM OUTSIDE
My therapist wonders why I’m an agoraphobe, and it’s shit like this.
Fuck people, all of them
The impulse to follow big strong loud dangerous people is baked into the our tribal psyche since before we were homo sapiens
The bandits never had to come from outside, they were already the tribal ruling class
The idea of ‘a peaceful village of farmers just growing stuff’ is a very bad shorthand for how complex the tapestry of human culture has been
The first agriculture workers were likely captured slaves
So it’s more accurate to say: A bunch of bandits kidnapped other people and forced them to tend land, leaving the bandits the time and resources to get better at kidnapping, over time the slaves started becoming ambivalent and eventually respecting and in some cases worshiping the bandits that had kidnapped their grandparents, after enough generations are born under the yoke of servitude, it becomes just daily life