Angry_Autist (he/him)

IED(EDS) sufferer and spectrum surfer. You probably won’t like what I have to say.

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  • The impulse to follow big strong loud dangerous people is baked into the our tribal psyche since before we were homo sapiens

    The bandits never had to come from outside, they were already the tribal ruling class

    The idea of ‘a peaceful village of farmers just growing stuff’ is a very bad shorthand for how complex the tapestry of human culture has been

    The first agriculture workers were likely captured slaves

    So it’s more accurate to say: A bunch of bandits kidnapped other people and forced them to tend land, leaving the bandits the time and resources to get better at kidnapping, over time the slaves started becoming ambivalent and eventually respecting and in some cases worshiping the bandits that had kidnapped their grandparents, after enough generations are born under the yoke of servitude, it becomes just daily life


  • Still unemployed, still suffering from EDS

    Had a really bad episode today at a convenience store where the cashier overcharged me for a 12 pack of hard seltzer, and pretended not to speak english, I wanted to slam his head into the counter again and again and again. It was so fucking obvious, 12 packs are 20 cases are 40, I DID NOT HAVE A FUCKING CASE

    So I left the 12 pack on the counter and walked out and now I’m sober and even agrier.

    WHY the FUCK do people constantly seek to take advantage of everyone?! Why DO I FUCKING HAVE TO BE ON MY GUARD EVERY GODDAMN SECOND I AM OUTSIDE

    My therapist wonders why I’m an agoraphobe, and it’s shit like this.

    Fuck people, all of them
















  • Yes but they stop at that instead of seeing them as the cultural mine canary they are, and the proof of it is still the fact no one is doing anything about it

    And you are proof yourself not realizing that the teenage boys during Gamergate are about to hit their 30s soon and they didn’t stop being easily swayed misogynistic tools

    And their indoctrinating a whole new generation through tate and rogan and the like

    While everyone seems to just tut tut and say 'wow teen bois amirite

    You really have no fucking clue how bad or deep this problem is and it’s so well known that Chinese aristocrats wrote about it a thousand years ago, they called it ‘The Bare Brances problem’, and it resulted in numerous bandit uprisings resulting in entire villages getting raped and pillaged

    And it all started with socially disenfranchised young men who had no future

    Just like now

    You really, really don’t know how bad it’s going to get. I’ve spent the last year prepping a remote cabin because our family has survived two dictators and they passed down their tips

    If you aren’t doing something to secure your family’s safety now, it is likely too late unless you are wealthy enough to drop and go at a moments notice.




  • My first day out of contract work in five years, nothing concrete on the horizon, I have 1 month worth of funds

    Autists have the worst employment outcomes of ALL minorities. ALL. No one fucking gets that. Old neurotypical black women (the historically hardest to be employed segment) have more statistical likelihood to find employment than an autist of nearly every segment.

    The ONLY metric that transgresses these depressingly rigid criteria is wealth, which being autists have a 30% lower accrued wealth statistically for a variety of self-reinforcing reasons means that I am so fucking tired of fighting uphill for what everyone else just gets

    Add on top of that my video feeds are now flooded with attractive, marketable autistic ‘content creators’ giving ridiculously bad vibe based advice and making hundreds of thousands of dollars showcasing the very thing that has made EVERYTHING in my life harder.

    I am so tired and angry and everyone on lemmy is a fucking asshole for the last 3 months, and I’ve been mod harassed by a fucking supermod for at least that time tha the admis constantly refuse to do anything about and if I could break the universe in half with my hands right now I would do it without hesitation without a fucking thought for the rest of you.