hey, no one can care about literally everything in this world. This might sound cruel and unempathetic of me, but i’ve got lots of personal problems i should resolve, before i could allow myself to care about such things at a less leisurely level.

And just like you respect the ones deceased and harmed by the past (which is genuinely admireable), I, out of my, for the lack of more descriptive words, apathy and cowardice, choose to respect more mondene kinds of people, those i’m not deliberately looking for, yet meet every day; by treating them as well and polite as i can, which includes an initiative for self-education. Topics for this purpose, of course, like any other human, i pick mainly by how much interest i have in them at the moment.

Any discussions of recent history always contain a minefield of sensitive topics, so i want to clarify that this thread here exists purely out of my curiosity and a momentary will to educate myself, not out of ill intent, and i feel dirty as he|l every time i participate in topics like that, feeling that i might’ve harmed someone by my impolite asking, but this is simply the method that works for me the best.

And while i understand why you act condescending, as i also hate when people behave lazyminded, i actually would much appreciate if the practice of “spoon-feeding the knowledge” would be more common amongst people, as it can help eliminate avoidable ignorance, and potentially spark the receiving end to deepen their knowledge later.

This is why i prefer smaller communities like lemmy, as, while bigger crowds tend to incapsulate in echo-chambers, smaller ones enforce the mild friction of opposing opinions. And yes, my feelings about the instances’ defederation system are bitter to say the least.

sorry for blabbering all this huge pile of text, i hope you have a great day.