• sabreW4K3@lazysoci.alOP
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    10 days ago

    Sorry you’re going through it. It seems to me that it’s one of those things where you (not you personally) have to find the root cause and tackle that rather than attempt to treat the symptoms, i.e.

    If there was a way of making my brain stop demanding pleasure at all times I think it would be better than learning other ‘coping strategies’

    Because treating the symptoms will inevitably lead to a relapse.

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      Yeah but what if the root cause was a genuinely wonky brain? I’ve displayed this kind of behaviour for as long as I can remember - I vividly remember being told off for stealing sweets from my Nan’s stash at the age of like 6 or 7.

      It’s a bizarre thing, but I will say that I’m very fortunate that I’m not into hard drugs or gambling or stuff that truly destroys lives. And even more bizarrely I made a desperate attempt at switching from food ‘addiction’ to cigarettes and alcohol but that never worked. I never managed to get into it, I even tried vaping for fk sake lol.

      I wish someone would do experiments on me, I’m clearly not normal! And perhaps I’m not the only one who feels this way. Brain science still has a long way to go.

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        Yeah but what if the root cause was a genuinely wonky brain?

        It’s definitely a wonky brain. Please don’t think I’m being rude, it’s as you said

        Brain science still has a long way to go.

        I can’t speculate. Even as the article says, the experts are clueless. Was it an experience you had when you were two or is it a chemical imbalance? Or something we haven’t learned to articulate yet? The only way to find out is to fuck around with our brains until we learn more.

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          Oh not at all I didn’t think you were rude, on the contrary I thought your reply was nice and gentle.

          I’m absolutely willing to leave my body to science once I die, hoping that it might help this field progress. But for now, I’ll be sniffing my latest acquisitions to get my dopamine high :D