0 projects when I’m working full time. sorry but it just feels like work to me.

Me denying all invites to social things week after week (yes it’s a me issue, yes I try my best to be present when it counts)

recently told my friends to just think about me as the most asocial person you know except I like them and just get burned out going out

The real answer is to get a bidet, have a better diet with more fibers, be more thorough when cleaning yourself.

I’ve used lots of drum VSTs in my experience they take a lot of tweaking to sound right but it might be the tism making me feel that way, also I didn’t mean to say they sounded like shit, just not organic.

that’s fine but it also kind of sounds terrible or too “plastic”, I’m thinking of buy an electric drum set and learning drums and through learning I’ll be able to pick through the samples I like using and in turn that ends up kind of pre-mixing some of my drum recordings (if it gets to that)

I know what you mean though, I’m on Linux so the options for those I’m not sure is the same as windows. addictive drums might just not work

I play guitar, piano and bass? recently got one and started building basic competency skills.

I’ve been playing for like 15 years, terrible still but that’s what makes it fun for me.

I’m interested in recording things but just get too overwhelmed with thinking about using midi drums or synths, the fun part for me is playing over things not necessarily mixing and mastering them. It is something I’m overall interested in.

So it’s a cycle of abuse then

yes and also: you are here working 40+ hours a week every day until your body gives and the health issues take over

it’s because he’s so fucking stupid that some people think it’s funny, the odd side-effect effect is that even stupid people think that his popularity is because of something else

so you get this weird community of hate watchers and fans? following the popular streamer and wanting attention/ being parasocial

he’s extremely obnoxious but it is my impression that being obnoxious annoying and loud is ultimately the winning strategy for live streaming

Proprietary software! (we literally depend on 923 open source projects and had an intern cook us the software in 2 weeks, we also didn’t pay him anything)

“we need this NOW”

> Package I install is immediately black listed by IT, I submit a high priority ticket and I don’t hear from them for days, maybe weeks

Like what the fuck can I do

I get very obsessed about understanding what people are thinking so lately I’ve been asking a lot of questions which makes me annoyed because it makes me so want to ask what they think about that or if it’s annoying

give me those weird neurotypical powers where you can just decipher expressions and be like “yep that’s good enough”

It’s the effort that counts

I too hate [opposite gender of reader]

I hate them very much and would not like them on my bed or in my home or in my arms

I hate [opposite gender] and their tendency to be constantly on my mind

funny you say that cause I know someone who just confessed to talking to gpt everyday and I mean obsessively

The wheel doesn’t need to be reinvented, meanwhile a certain wheel is pushing for the complete removal of adblocks in its extensions.

Probably not fair to equate that piece of software as a wheel, or better yet, let’s just reinvent it with the Adblock.

uhhh… oh no

oh no no no no no…

unjerk: pretty bold to compare software to a wheel. it’s more so like some roughly rollable shape which is why some people think they can make it more rollable, and yes those people fail from time to time

that’s rough but as a stranger I appreciate the insight, what about meds ie: viegra ?

I’m more so thinking me and not housewives